Love, I'm pouring out everything to you now. I've been walking very close to the edge of where I'm not supposed to be. You've always protected me from falling off, every single time. I'm sorry Love, I got this heart broken, again. I'm sorry if I couldn't take very good care of it. I know I should've just left it with You but I always keep on insisting that I'm just gonna be fine and that You need not to worry about me. But Love, I messed it up again. I've carried myself too far from You and I got lost again. I kept wandering away from Your will for me. I wanted to decide for myself thinking my plan was better off than Yours. I just couldn't grasp it. I could not comprehend what You where leading me to. I refuse to believe what You had in mind for me. I know it is what is good but I just see it too impossible to happen for me. Love, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to say it. I know You are enough and the cross was enough. But sometim...